Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Dear Woman In The Mirror

 Hey gorgeous,I have had my eye on you for sometime but you never seem to notice me.

I don't know if anyone has ever told you this but I think you are beautiful,talented, caring and pure. Oh, so you've heard it before? Well then why do you not treasure this gift? Why is it in relationships it is always YOU that has to shift? I am your biggest fan and have been with you through thick and thin but yet even at your darkest hour you refuse to let me in. What did I ever do to hurt you? I love you more than you have ever loved me. Unconditionally and consistently. Never bending or shying away from whatever you bring my way. You've made decisions that have put me through alot of pain and discomfort but I still love and forgive you. You've brought people into our space that were not deserving, but I took a back seat and tolerated the neglect because I love you. I am in love with you and I know I can not protect you from everything but I will die trying.  I have been a silent partner for long enough. I have been patiently waiting here in hopes that one day you will pick me. Is it my turn yet?
Look at me I need to ask you a serious question. I have been mustering up the courage to ask you now for years. Can I be your girl? Can I be the one you make feel beautiful? Can I be the one you support and have faith in? Can I come first in all that you do? Can you plan a future for you and I?  At the start of your day, can I be the first thing on your mind? Can you dream about me? Can you make better choices for US to ensure OUR longevity? Can we do the things that I like to do? Can you encourage and motivate me? I want YOU to be my biggest fan, having as much faith in me as I do in you. I promise not to lie or cheat on you and you can trust me. I know how to make you feel good, let me do that for you. I really want this to work so I am hoping you stay true to this relationship. No more distractions, let's just do this.
I am ready for you, I am ready for us. Flaws and all I am taking you as you are and my only intention is to love you forever. So what do you say?
Will you be my girl?                                                                                                                                                              

Monday, May 20, 2013

FYI: I Fucking Love You & I Love Fucking You

Your hips, your eyes ,your thighs, the scent of your vagina I find comfort in how much she confides.....in me.

I cant begin to describe how beautiful you are......... to me and how you make me feel when I inhale you........ betray you???!

No my darling never that.........you see, you hold the key to a door sealed with cement, mucilage and tar.......Far from the comprehensions of unconditional love...... far from the comprehensions of the purity represented by a dove........ far from the comprehensions of just wanting to be with me, for me.

You see.....this good ass pussy I have can be quite a distraction....many have tried but yet failed to resist the infectious attraction. With your fingers so long and precise in there touch........just the mere thought cripples me with an electrifying rush.

Our bodies move even more methodically  than a Carl Thomas track, sex so earth moving the aftershock could cause a Lauren  Hill come-back.
The "Miseducation"album wont compare to her new songs....all brought on......by the love we share.

Now baby I think I need to come clean with my intentions..... as much as I enjoy reminiscing about our love I would be remiss if I did not pay homage to our rampant sex conventions. From this word convention I pull the synonym "assemblage"  with focus on how masterfully you maneuver your 9 inch appendage. I love the fact that our sex has no boundaries or limitations and while with others menstruation's mean stop.......with us its an invitation.  I love tossing your salad as I simultaneously play with your pussy, exchanging between sucking on those double D breast and licking you from behind, gasping for air as your perfectly sculpted ass grips my face.....I love how you taste, I love how you smell, I love how you feel, your moaning makes me cum.

 I see your fan club trying very hard to make themselves relevant and to them I say...... BITCH you do not intimidate me. Be content in your role and never lose sight that in my hands I hold.......the power, to mother fucking erase you. Replace you is what I did, so easily of you I was able to rid...... word of advice..... don't EVER lose site of who's BOSS.
I digress off these hoes and my apologies baby for taking it there..... but I had to make it clear that I'm here and by the powers invested in me.... I am not going ANY,  mother fucking where.

 Now come get this pussy.....lean me over the couch, arch my back, spread my legs and insert. Dont divert from the task at hand......from you I command nothing but the best. From you I expect nothing but the best. From you I get nothing but the best and from this pussy contains orgasms you will achieve that will be nothing.....but....the best.

In the words of Lady Saw "I wanna fuck you with my heels on."........Oh but wait, I already have. Do you remember the first time? It was shortly upon the return from your annual trip that was clearly sub par and left you famished for the extascy and intensity that can ONLY be exhanged amongst you and I. Always imitated but never duplicated baby, a lesson you clearly had to learn on your own.

Its taken us some time but dammit baby it was so worth the wait......I think we made it....... and I......... fucking....... love you!


Wednesday, February 6, 2013

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Thursday, January 24, 2013

The One That Got Away

Its been months since Ive caressed you and told you whats on my mind and I apologize sincerely for allowing them to take up so much of my time. However my dear pen and paper I am back and have many things to get off my chest. Recently out of a situation that has probably caused me more angst than happiness. 

I loved like I've never loved before and hung up my pimp hat before I even walked in that door. However, I am not bitter or even upset and here is why. I learned more about myself while in that situation than I ever have. Firstly, love is not suppose to hurt. Secondly, it wont work if you haven't taken the time to understand your partners love language. Thirdly, closely monitor the sacrifices/compromises that are being made in your relationship and who is making them. Fourth, never lose yourself, who you are and what makes you happy in plight to give someone else happiness. 

Before you get into your next relationship, grab a piece of paper and write down all of the things big and small that you want in a mate. Write down what you are willing to be patient with and teach your mate. Write down what you will not tolerate and how you intend on communicating that. Most importantly never approach a relationship out of desperation or fear of being alone. With age I am getting/have gotten familiar with the different faces/dimensions of love. I also have realized that not everybody is equipped to manage the different kinds of love that may come there way. Healthy relationships have the same basic formula. Support, understanding, forgiveness,respect, trust and priority of each others emotions. Its a package deal though, not much success can be expected if your relationship isn't all inclusive of these things. 

I have evolved/ I am evolving and it feels pretty damn good. I never thought I could exist in a world  where she no longer belonged to me. Heartbreak builds character. We can all say what kind of significant other that would be ideal for us but the truth of the matter is can you handle it and the responsibility that comes with that kind of love. Are you capable of reciprocating that love? Its a risky move because you could end up doing one of two things, seeing the value in what you have and adjusting accordingly to better reciprocate that love in a timely fashion or realizing it too late and missing out on the love of your life.

I am the the one that got away..........