Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Dear Woman In The Mirror

 Hey gorgeous,I have had my eye on you for sometime but you never seem to notice me.

I don't know if anyone has ever told you this but I think you are beautiful,talented, caring and pure. Oh, so you've heard it before? Well then why do you not treasure this gift? Why is it in relationships it is always YOU that has to shift? I am your biggest fan and have been with you through thick and thin but yet even at your darkest hour you refuse to let me in. What did I ever do to hurt you? I love you more than you have ever loved me. Unconditionally and consistently. Never bending or shying away from whatever you bring my way. You've made decisions that have put me through alot of pain and discomfort but I still love and forgive you. You've brought people into our space that were not deserving, but I took a back seat and tolerated the neglect because I love you. I am in love with you and I know I can not protect you from everything but I will die trying.  I have been a silent partner for long enough. I have been patiently waiting here in hopes that one day you will pick me. Is it my turn yet?
Look at me I need to ask you a serious question. I have been mustering up the courage to ask you now for years. Can I be your girl? Can I be the one you make feel beautiful? Can I be the one you support and have faith in? Can I come first in all that you do? Can you plan a future for you and I?  At the start of your day, can I be the first thing on your mind? Can you dream about me? Can you make better choices for US to ensure OUR longevity? Can we do the things that I like to do? Can you encourage and motivate me? I want YOU to be my biggest fan, having as much faith in me as I do in you. I promise not to lie or cheat on you and you can trust me. I know how to make you feel good, let me do that for you. I really want this to work so I am hoping you stay true to this relationship. No more distractions, let's just do this.
I am ready for you, I am ready for us. Flaws and all I am taking you as you are and my only intention is to love you forever. So what do you say?
Will you be my girl?